Now that I am sitting down to type this blog I feel even more stupid about saying this. I am horribly afraid to knit sometimes. Not of like the actual process, but the idea of failing at knitting something. I want to knit my best friend this adorable stuffed Elphant but everytime I go to buy the double pointed needles I psych myself out. I know it seems horribly silly, I mean no one here would ever care that I messed up knitting something. But it just strikes this horrible chord with me.
I feel like a rambling fraidy cat. Just like I would love to make gloves, and learn to fair isle knit. Yet when I really start thinking about it, I simply talk myself right out of doing it. I really want to get out of this scared knitting rut.
Is it so weird that even though no one else would care that I can't do something, it makes me terrified?
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